Finding A Source Of Motivation....

So now that I have figured out how to put my picture in my blog, I can actually put up a REAL post.....So lately I have had trouble being motivated to do anything. Like I don't want to go to class and I don't want to study. I say that I am going to do one thing, but then that one thing like studying never happens. I always find something to distract me and then that studying or whatever it is never gets done. I think if it were not the spring and not so nice out, I think I would be more motivated to do things. So one way i think I am going to try to motivate myself is to in a way reward myself. By that I mean if I want to watch TV or play xbox360, I have to get something done hw or studying wise, and then I can do what I want to do. But until I get my studying done or hw, I can't watch TV or play xbox360. That sounds fair right? I think so.

One other problem that I have is keeping my room clean/desk clean. This past week I cleaned my desk off and kind of cleaned my room. My goal was to keep my desk clean, but within a few days it started to get cluttered again, which is not a good thing. I don't know why I can't keep my desk/room clean. When I come home from school or where ever I am, I tend to just through my junk on my desk or on the floor. I need to do something to stop this because this mess is really getting to me. What I really need to do is organize my desk. By that I mean actually organize the drawers and not just through the shit that is on my desk in the drawers. I think that would be a big step. As far as my room goes.....well that is another story. I just need to find a way to keep it clean in general. One thing might be not to wait sooooooo long to do my laundry. I also think I need a small bookshelf or something to throw my small shit onto when I get home. Oh, I will figure something out.

So I think that is about it for now. My head is killing me and I don't know why...well I do think I know...but whatever. So off to lay in bed in the dark to make the pain go away and to go to bed...ttyl