Sometimes things slap you in the face...

Yesterday is a day that I don't want to remember. Yesterday Micki and I broke up and it hurts. The sad thing is, is that Saturday is supposed to be our 2 year aniversary but that is not going to happen now. This probably won't be a very long blog because I will probably start to cry and I don't want to do that since I'm at younkin. It seemed to me that everything was going fine, but apparently not. It's going to be a rough few days, but I'm not going to ruin Kristin's wedding since it is her day. When I leave c-bus tomorrow to drive to Chicago I'm going to leave my feelings for now in c-bus and not bring them to Chicago with me. All I need to keep telling myself is that there are many other fish in the sea and that there will be somone else out there for me. Well I think I am going to sign off because it's getting harder to write so until next time....ttyl :(

Soooooooo tired

I know it's been a long time since I have posted anything, but school has been consuming my life and that is no lie. I had my last final or rather project today (which today for me is wednesday) and now I'm just sitting working at younkin being bored off of my ass because there is no one here execpt for me and Staci and this one guy in the computer lab. Tomorrow (which is really now) is the last day of finals so most people are done with their finals and there isn't anyone here studying. But hey, I'm at least getting paid to sit here and write this blog and I got paid to drive to Giant Eagle and Kroger which were not 24hours and then to 711 to get me some stuff for my upset tummy. I didn't miss much that is for sure. I don't know what I did to make my tummy sooo upset but hopefully this stuff works. It normally does. Then maybe I will eat some snack food, who knows. I think that is quarter I am going to get close to a 4.0 because I'm going to be getting an A in my Art Edu 252 class, an A in my English 304 class, and hopefully an A my textiles class. We just turned in our final project today that is worth 50% of our grade. So if I fail this project, (which I'm not going to) I will fail the class. My teacher said that our projects would maybe be done late tomorrow(today) so I asked if I could stop by between 2 and 3 to get it since I am driving home. So hopefully it's done, if not I will just have to wait until grades are posted to know what my grade is going to be in that class. But I'm going to guess some type of an A.

So you know when your teacher says as long as you study the study guide you will be fine for the exam and you do that and then your not ok...well this time for my english class that is what he said and that is what I did and it turned out that the sample final that he made was exactly the same as the actual final. There was like one question that I was iffy about and there was one part of the short anwser that I forgot because there were 5 things that we had to list and I could only remember 4. So I'm pretty sure that I got an A on that final. I really wish that all teachers would do what he did in that making the exam exactly like the sample final, but not all teachers do that. But anywho...

So on this past saturday I had a bad thing happen. My computer, which should have already been a lemon computer crashed for the 2nd time in like a year. This time in the store they were not able to get ANYTHING off of my harddrive and all I wanted was my pictures, but they are all gone. They said that I could have the place that it gets shipped to use more technical stuff to retreve my pictures, but it could cost up to $1600 bucks and I was like NO....and then yesterday the geek squad calls me and asked if I wanted them to do that and I still said NO. Then they said that my computer would be shipped last night and would be back in 3 business days. Well I was planning on sending my computer in after finals week, but it had to get sent in a little early. I was soooo pissed because I haven't had anything to inertain me....well that's a lie. Up until tonight I had been working on my textiles and clothing project. But tonight has been the killer because I don't have anymore finals or anything so I'm just sitting around with Staci talking or on a computer when I should be at the desk, but then again, Staci is sitting right next to me at the computer. And there is also no one here. If there were people here I would be at the desk. So when I get my computer back I'm going to try to send it back out to get a lemon computer if the jack in the back is still having problems. I'm just sick of this computer really.

I'm driving home tomorrow(today) on my birthday but oh well and then I'm going to chicago this weekend for Kristin's bridal shower and then back to pittsburgh for a jury summons and then driving back to c-bus on the 15th or 16. Then summer school starts on the 18th. Well I think that is all I have to write about...can't think of anything more. My eyeballs feel like they might just fall out. So I think I might go and close my eyes for like 15min. So until next time...ttyl!!