Time to break out the whip...

So finals are quickly approaching, which means school is going to be out soon. I can't wait. Even though I really want to be done with school, I really need to focus on my finals. Most of my grades are going to depend on my grades that I get on my finals. So in other words, I need to do well on all of my finals. I was good this weekend. I got some of my studying done for my final that is on friday, and I'm going to continue to study for that final tonight. After I finish studying for that final, I'm going to start to study for my final that is on monday. I figure that the more studying that I can get done during the week, the better off I will be this weekend. I'm still going to study this weekend...don't get me wrong on that. I just won't feel as stressed the night before the final. My goal for this weekend is to get up and not sleep in too late study before I have to go to work and then study a little bit more before I go to bed. I think if I study a little bit each day this weekend I will end up being a little bit more successful on all of my finals.

Once finals are over with, I'm going to be sooooo happy...well only for a few days until summer school starts on the 19th. Since I'm taking an online class, I don't think that it will be that bad. I think it will actually be better. Anywho, I should probably go start studying for my final that is on friday....so until next time....ttyl

I'm actually going to be a good girl...

Ok so I have decided to get up early today. I figured out what info my final for my textiles class is going to cover, and now I'm going to change and go sit outside and study. For me, this is a good step because normally I will put off studying until the night before. I think there is a total of like 12 or 13 different lectures. So I figure if I take like three differnt lectures each day and study them I will be better off than if I wait until the last minute to study them. Or what I might do is read through all of the lectures and just keep doing that each day that way I will remeber the stuff becauase it will be more familular. I'm also doing this because I want to be able to go to King's Island on monday and not feel quilty about not studying this weeked.

Sorry this is a short post, but I need to go and find the lecture notes and go outside to start to study. Until next time....ttyl

I hate the humidity...

Well there is something the I can always complain about if it's not about school or work, it's the weather. Don't get me wrong, I'm liking the nice weather and all, but if we could some how take the humidity away that would be great! Well today is kind of rainy looking, but the past two days were nice. So that is what I have to complain about the weather...lol

So I have to work tonight at Giant Eagle from 8:30-12:30....what the hell kind of shift is that? Only 4 hours, and if Trinity (the night cashier) is working, she normally sends people home because she likes to stay busy. So if that's the case, I may only be working until like 10:30 or so, which will really suck, but oh well....atleast it's something. Every bit of money helps.

As each day grows closer and closer to Monday I'm getting more and more excited to go to King's Island. Since Mikci and I both don't have to work on monday, we are going to leave early in the morning to get to the park when it opens. For me, this means that I need to start to study for my finals this weekend since I will be at the park all day long on monday, and I have my one textiles and clothing final on June 2nd. What I will have to do is study a little bit each night. If I can do that I think I will be ok for my final. For my other classes, they arn't until finals week, so I can study a little bit each day next week for them. I know one day during finals week I have two finals, one at 10:30 and one at 1:30, that just sucks major balls....I'm going to go crazy that day...humm....maybe I will pull an all-nighter....no I wouldn't do that, I think I would end up doing worse on the finals.

The good thing is that on June 6th, at 7:30, I will be on a flight heading to detriot, and then to chicago. I will get to spend my 21st birthday with my parents in chicago....Then I come back on the 9th and my friend's back here are going to be clebrating my b-day and I'm sure I'll get pretty fucked up, but I know Kristin won't let me get too drunk. Plus, I know my limits. It just seems that June 7th is sooooooo far away, but really it's not.

Well, I think this is probably a long enough post, so until next time....ttyl


P.S....just stick it!

What a beautiful day

So I know it has been a few days since I have made a post, but I have been quite busy with school and work. I worked all weekend and even on monday because they called me in and I said ok....I'm just too nice at times, but I need the money so I can't complain.

I'm gald that Micki is finally motivated to get in better shape. She has been wanting to get in to better shape and last night we took our first step together in getting into better shape. Last night we went rollerblading in the park on west campus, and then we went grocery shopping for all healthy food, and we were good about the healthy food. I don't think there was anything that we bought that wasn't healthy....well execpt for maybe the flavored ice.... Micki also wrote out what she can eat for each meal. I'm just so happy for her. We are going to get into shape together. This morning we went and rollerbladed again, and when she gets back from class, we are going to go for a bike ride. I am going to try my hardest to keep Micki motivated. I know that we can do it together. Also last night after we got back from grocery shopping we cleaned the apartment....trust me, it needed it badly. I'm going to try my hardest to keep it clean. We also got most of my room cleaned. All I have to do is clean off my desk and pick up a few other things that are one the floor. If I can just get into a habit of keeping things clean, I think I will be able to be good about keeping the apartment clean......lets cross our fingers.

Micki and I decided that on monday we are going to go to King's Island and we are trying to get Kristin and Eileen to go. Kristin is a maybe and well, Eileen says she can't go becasue she has practice....So maybe it will be just the three of us. Now I know I said that I need to save money, but I figured that since I worked all weekend and made alot of money, that I have a little bit extra that I can spend. Plus, the tickets for King's Island are on sale at Kroger. You can either get a 2 day pass for $49.99, or you can get a 1 day pass for $29.99....I think Micki and I are going to get the 2day pass because this monday we will do the rides, and later this summer we will do the water park. I can't wait for monday to come. After working on friday and saturday for sure....and maybe sunday, it will be nice to chill out at the park on monday.

Hopefully when my summer class starts, or when the fall quarter starts, I will be able to keep my stuff more organized. How it is right now is just very unorganized in that I have papers all over my desk and when it comes to studying for an exam, I have to scramble to find thing. My goal for this summer and for next school year is to be more organized. By that I mean never letting my desk pile up with shit and to keep all of my school work in binders. If I can do that, I think I will end up doing better in school.

Now I know I'm jumping around alot to differnt things, I just have lots of thoughts running through my head.....So here is the next topic......I know I said that after last summer I would never take summer school agian because I didn't do well. I think one reason why I didn't do so well was because I took two classes that were both five weeks only and it just moved too fast. We are not going to mention the other reason.....Kristin knows why and I'm sure she will make a comment about it. But this summer I have decided to take one summer class. The big difference is that it's offerd for the full 10 weeks and it's online. I know that I will be working at Giant Eagle and at Express, but I think I will have time to do both school and work. Had my summer class not been offered online, I don't think I would have taken it because I don't think I would have had time to do two jobs and school. I think that it would have been a repeat of last summer and that was no good. So hopefully things go better for me this summer and I can boost up my GPA with this one summer class.....

Well, I think I have babbled enough and you are all proably tired of reading what I had to say, so until next time....ttyl

Why can't the week be monday thru thrusday?

You know, I think that the school week should be monday thru thrusday. They shouldn't be aloud to have class on fridays.....I mean, I just like to sleep in and relax...but no....I have class at 2:30-3:18, and then 3:30-5:18. Then I have to work 6-12:30. I just wish that friday could be part of the weekend. Don't you think that would be nice if we could always have a three day weekend? I do.

So right now I'm sitting in my comfey bed and I don't want to do anything. I just want to be comfey alllllllll day long and not have to get out of bed. I technically would still be sleeping, but I had to get up and take micki her lunch so once I was awake for longer than 10minutes, I couldn't fall back asleep. So I have just been browsing the net tryting to do something. I might try to go back to sleep until like 1 or 1:30, take a shower, and then go to class....We will see.

I'm soooooo happy to have my laptop back....the only bad thing is, is that I think my desktop is messed up too, but that will be harder to fix because I don't think it is still under warenty. Oh well.

It's kind of funny to me...I always say that I am willing to work whenever I can, but I get my hours I'm like "dam, I don't want to work these hours."....it's not that I don't want to work, it's that I'm getting the shitty ass shifts like tonight. See, I would rather work early in the morning and get my shift done rahter than working a mid or evening shift. When I work in the morning, it seems like my shift goes faster. Maybe it's just me.....i don't know, but that is what I prefer.

Anywho, this has been a very random blog I would say. So for now, ttyl...

Can't Sleep...

I'm so excited to have my laptop back.....now I have to fiddle with it to get it back to what I had it at. I'm not tired, so I have decided to put up a post. I had one of thoes days today that just did not start off well.

Basically here it is....I don't remember micki saying goodbye this morning, and then I don't remember hearing my 9:00 or 9:30 alarm. The next thing that I know my phone is ringing and it's micki calling. Had micki not waken me up, I probably would have slept through my bio lecture as well. So I take a really quick shower and then I get a ride from eileen. So I get to my bio lecture and I end up sleeping through the whole lecture. The funny thing was, was that I wasn't really even tired. I slept like a log last night because of the rain. I think I fell asleep in bio just because I don't like the class.

So then after bio I had to go and get my buckid from Kristin and then I got lunch. While I was eatting I had to study for my econ quiz that I was going to have because I was a dumbass and forgot that I had it today....Well I didn't exactly forget that I had it. I remembered last night that I had it...but I got distracted with my laptop, that I never studied. I was going to study this morning for it, but I woke up late. So I think I didn't do so hot on the quiz, but the good news is that they drop the lowest grade.

Then I went to weight lifting. I had a good workout I think. I can tell that I'm slowly getting better at weight lifting because I'm not getting as sore as I was when I first started. I'm also not getting as tired as I used to get. I guess that's a good thing. So after weight lifting I had to rush back change and go to eileen's jazz concert. By going to see her play, it made me wish that I still played my saxaphone....Maybe someday I will pick up my saxaphone agian...who knows. Afterwards we went to woddy's because they were doing a call out kind of thing where they just played random jazz songs. I have to admit, it was fun to see eileen playing her trombone.

Anywho, I should probably be going to bed soon because I do have class tomorrow, but not until 2:30.....the reason I need to go to bed is because I work 6-12:30 tomorrow night....So until next time, ttyl

I Dont Want To Work Today...

Today is one of thoes days that I'm just not in the mood to work, but I have to since I need the money. I only work 4-10:30 so that's not too bad. Right?...but once the day is over, I can change back into my pjs and just relax. Hopefully Giant Eagle won't be too busy because it's raining and yucky out....but then agian I have been wrong about that before.

So last night from about 8:30-11:30 I spent trying to fix my labtop and it's still fucked up, so I took it to Best Buy so the geek squad can fix it. Since that is where I got my labtop and I got an extend warenty with it, I just take it there to get fixed. I think there is some virus on it because I let my nortin expire and wated sooooo long to renew it. I guess that is what I get for waiting soooo long to renew it.

Anywho, I need to go and do the dishes, take the trash out, shower, and pack some food before work. So for now......ttyl...

I Feel Like Ehhhh.......

I guess it's the weather that is making me feel like ehhh...I really don't know. It's probably a mixture of the weather and just the whole situation with Mikci's dad and trying to help her through this rough time. I know that it's hard on her, and I'm trying my best to be there and help her in anyway that I can. Hopefully after today is over things will change and I will get out of this mood that I am in. I really does suck being in this mood because I don't want to do anything execpt to cuddle up under a blanket and sleep because it's raining out. Anywho, this is just a quick post because I have class at 4:30 and it's 4:08 right now and I need to walk to Lazenbey from Younkin. So maybe later tonight I will post something...that is if things change in the way that I feel. So until next time....ttyl....

Oh The Pain

So I just got back from weight lifting and let me tell you....I am very sore. I guess being sore is a good thing because that means I got a good work out. My goal is by the time I go to Florida this summer I will be able to ware a two piece. Now I know alot of you may think that I am already skinny and that I would look fine in a two piece, but I don't think that I do. So hopefully I will have a more defined stomach this summer. We will see.

If I compare how I felt when I first started weight lifting, I feel alot better than I did before. Ya some stuff is hard, but it's not as hard as it was when I first started weight lifting. I have been good and have gone every week since I finished my orientation at Giant Eagle. I'm trying not to miss a week because if I do miss a week, I think I will probably feel guilty...anywho, Kristin is here and I need to keep her company before I take her to the airport. She is going to Chicago for Jonathan's graduation..so until next time...ttyl

ps....this is for patty....I think Celine Dion is an amazing singer!!

Why Can't The Rain Come Later???

Ok....so I'm glad that it's raining because it really needed to rain. My only problem is that I wish it would be raining while I'm sleeping instead of while I'm awake. When it rains while I'm sleeping, I sleep like a log....but since I'm awake and studying on my bed and I hear the rain on the window it's making me tired because I'm always sleeping when it's raining. Now I know that that may sound weird, but it's true. I'm just hopping that I can stay up long enough to get enough studying in for my bio midterm that is tomorrow morning at 10:30am...aaaahhhhh....too early for a midterm, then agian I don't normally wake up until 11am. So anything before 11am is too early...lol. Oh well. I also have an econ quiz tomorrow. I'm not too worried about it because I can study for it after I have my midterm in bio. Plus, my econ quiz is only like 5 questions worth a total of 10pts. I figure it's better for me to do more studying for bio than it is to study for econ. I also can't wait for tomorrow because it's payday at Giant Eagle, and I need money. I seem to spend more money than I make and that's not a good thing. At least this summer I will be working 7 days a week.....5 days at Express for my intership, and then 2 days at Giant Eagle. So hopefully this summer I can make a little bit extra money so I have some extra money to spend if I want to......Well I should get back to my studying and quit procrastinating on the computer by adding this post to my blog...lol...Oh how I'm soooo good at delaying studying when I don't want to...Ok, now I'm really going to say.....ttyl

Oh Sooooo Tired..

So I just got back form weight lifing and I'm dead. But I guess that is a good thing....right? So tonight I am going to try to be productive and clean my room and do my homework. I really need to get my act in gear in getting my shit done. I have a bio midterm this thrusday that I didn't even know about....well I should have known about it, but I haven't been paying attention to when my things for my class are due as well as when I have quizes or midterms. I know I'm not heading in the right direction as far as my procrastination is coming along. I still haven't found something to motivate me. I also found out today that I got a 71 out of 100 on my econ midterm. I would have gotten a B had I actully finished the two problems that I made stupid errors on. I was kicking myself in the ass.....go figure, that always happens to me on tests. I put one thing and then later I find out that my second guess would have been right. That happened on my textiles and clothing midterm on two of the questions I put down my first guess, and then on the anwser sheet that we got to keep I put down my second guess and it turned out that I would have gotten 4pts higher had I went with my second guess.....what a retard I am, but that is life, and life just sometimes hates me. So for my bio I am going to read all of my New York Times articles that I haven't read. We are supposed to of had the article read for each class. At the beginning of the quarter I was doing good on reading the articles when I was supposed to have them done. After the first midterm I haven't read one New York Times article....I know, I know....that is bad of me. So tonight I'm going to read all of my articles because they will be on the midterm. So for now, Eileen just got out of the shower and I want to shower. So I'm gonig to go and hop in the shower, get all clean and then start my reading or rather my studying for my bio midterm...ttyl

Quick Post..

So I went to bio lab today...was very boring and took FOREVER....but I made it ok. I think soon I am going to go and get some food b/c I'm starving and I need to eat before I go to my 2:30 class. So this weekend was quite eventful. I'll tell you the short story...Micki's dad got a liver transplant and he is doing well. I'll post later and give more of the story about this weekend. So for now....off to market place and then clas...ttyl

Finding A Source Of Motivation....

So now that I have figured out how to put my picture in my blog, I can actually put up a REAL post.....So lately I have had trouble being motivated to do anything. Like I don't want to go to class and I don't want to study. I say that I am going to do one thing, but then that one thing like studying never happens. I always find something to distract me and then that studying or whatever it is never gets done. I think if it were not the spring and not so nice out, I think I would be more motivated to do things. So one way i think I am going to try to motivate myself is to in a way reward myself. By that I mean if I want to watch TV or play xbox360, I have to get something done hw or studying wise, and then I can do what I want to do. But until I get my studying done or hw, I can't watch TV or play xbox360. That sounds fair right? I think so.

One other problem that I have is keeping my room clean/desk clean. This past week I cleaned my desk off and kind of cleaned my room. My goal was to keep my desk clean, but within a few days it started to get cluttered again, which is not a good thing. I don't know why I can't keep my desk/room clean. When I come home from school or where ever I am, I tend to just through my junk on my desk or on the floor. I need to do something to stop this because this mess is really getting to me. What I really need to do is organize my desk. By that I mean actually organize the drawers and not just through the shit that is on my desk in the drawers. I think that would be a big step. As far as my room goes.....well that is another story. I just need to find a way to keep it clean in general. One thing might be not to wait sooooooo long to do my laundry. I also think I need a small bookshelf or something to throw my small shit onto when I get home. Oh, I will figure something out.

So I think that is about it for now. My head is killing me and I don't know why...well I do think I know...but whatever. So off to lay in bed in the dark to make the pain go away and to go to bed...ttyl

Oh what did kristin get me into????

So, I have decied to be apart of this blog thing. It's actually kind of interesting, or rather addicting because once you start, you don't stop. I mean it is a good way to stay attached to friends so you know what they are up to. So don't mind me if I have some random posts because I'm still trying to figure this whole thing out. I think I will end up liking it in the end. So for my first post, this is all I have to say.....So until next time